Joy in our electrochemical brain

what gets your eyes open? some would argue that getting wine or getting high. i sincerely believe i will nevah be tempted to experiment. i'm quite content. the sudden clarity of an otherwise obscure moment. the joy of contrast in this tidal wave chemical mind. common grey uniform banality as the majestic canvas. events and realisations popping up like enemy planes on the radar. pleasantly surprised by the unexpected fear. activating that part of you that analyses and seez pattens, watch the flashes of fascination bubble up on that grey canvas. understand how the picture forms and be content that you are gonna forget all just the same. just to be amazed again. your only strength is in the fact that you do not controll al this. so what's left ? Enjoying this, now, and later, and when you'll remember again. It ain't bad ;)